Song Title Chooses My Post Topic

Of course, it had to be a love song.

The one topic I wanted to stray away from right now (and possibly forever).

I am so torn on what to actually reveal because I don’t want to expose myself too much when it comes to this topic, hence why I barely post anything regarding it.

Should I just talk about the song itself? It might not be too exciting, huh? Well, maybe I can give a little background to the song and see where my mind goes from there.

So, We Belong. I see it as a sad kind of love song. The lyrics tell the events of the singer courageously telling the person she likes (or loves) how he makes her feel and how she believes that the two are meant to be together.

I deem it sad because the person she has affection for has no clue about her feelings and his lack of acknowledgment or emotional connection towards her is most likely not the same, and it’s tearing her up inside.

I’ve been through this situation countless times, and I feel like I’m at a point in my life where my emotional well-being is becoming as hard as ice when it comes to the idea of being romantically involved with someone.

(And not to mention my overwhelming trust issues.)

Even though I might somehow connect with someone who I might allow myself to fall for, I don’t think I’ll ever truly be myself around that person or let them completely in the door, metaphorically speaking.

Years ago, I would’ve thought that this was so heartbreaking (and I still see it as one) and that I hope the two will be together someday because I believed in too many classic fairytales where everything always turned out amazing. But now, I’m honestly just so over the whole idea of being in love with someone and having to be emotionally giving on a whole other level.

I’m sounding so bitter right now, but I can’t help that my past experiences have led me to feel this way.

I’m not putting blame on anyone. I’ve moved past the people and the situations.

The pain, however. The ones that would be spent soaking up the pillows in tears. Those are the ones that have stuck by me and are currently protecting me from feeling those things ever again.

I might be leaving this life without a romantic partner, and I’m slowly accepting this possibility.

In this life, I’m already blessed with having both of my birth parents and a close-knit of incredible people throughout the years who I would never imagine ever losing.

Should someone show romantic interest in me, I may not know everything that could happen, but I do know that they would have to go through a lot of doors before they can even know me on a surface level.

The song is beautiful though, and I suggest giving it a listen sometime.